Explanation

Hope you get this.

I'll be honest, I know nothing about her. Absolute zero but I'll also be honest about my behavior along with a some explanation about the way I reacted.
I know, I'm stupid and a low-life so I doubt that anyone would read this anyway.
I have Autism, the lowest part of the spectrum, which explains the low-life and immaturity of a person I am.
My mother saw something wrong when I first started school, she asked the school to test me, they asked her to pay them 500 dollars up front, in cash.
None of us have that kind of money, so she stopped asking until I hit Middle school, 6th grade, by the time I was diagnosed, it was to late to "fix it" as some might say.
Now we are trying different ways to help me get through and understand life but something just won't let me respond. Not even I know what's going on no matter how hard I try.
So, to put it short, I took something the wrong way (like I always do) and took it harshly.
I understand if you guys want to un-watch me and I won't stop you to do so.
This is not another "sob story" as some might say, this is the truth.
And the truth is, I'm not a "normal" human being.
If you have read this far then, thank you for reading this and seeing my side of it.
Hope everyone has a wonderful year without me...