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Hey guys, I just wanna apologize for not uploading any art recently. (School's got me grounded).
I....God, I'm gonna regret this. I....need some help.
I'll explain; For some reason or another, I always seem to...reject help when needed.
I'll give you an example; let's say....I'm in math class and I'm having trouble with a problem (no jokes about this guys, seriously -.-; ), the teacher will come up to me and ask, "Holly? Do you need any help?" and I'll reply with "No, I got it." and smile like it's no problem, then a classmate will ask me the same thing and I'll reply with the same thing! This even happens at home! My brother will come into my room and ask if I'm okay, I'l say that I'm fine when really...I'm not.
I'm not okay, I'm not happy, and I'm not fine.
KCS hates my guts, schools rough, there's a lot of weight on my shoulders, I'm worried sick about a friend of mine, and I'm more worried about my own friends and family then I do of myself!
I don't ask for help because I don't want to put any added weight onto the person's shoulders and make them worried about me more then they already are.
Goddamnit, I don't know why I'm crying now. Shit.
I'll tell you right now, it's hard asking for help, especially for someone who has not asked for help in years.
I need help....please....
I need help with, helping my father control his drinking, with my father issues, with school, with anything and everything you can think of.
I....I'm failing in school. Yeah, big shock I know.
I don't know what's wrong, I can memorize and reenact scenes from the best movies I know but I can't do my school work for some odd reason or another.
I'm sorry, I shouldn't be putting my problems on you guys and that's not right.
Go ahead and ignore this if you want, I really don't care at this point.
I love you all and....thank you....for being my friends.
Edit: 3:05 p.m.
I-I r-recently got news t-that I=I'm going to no longer be in STEM Academy....
I-I was finally in a place where I belong and they kicked me out! *sob*
I....God, I'm gonna regret this. I....need some help.
I'll explain; For some reason or another, I always seem to...reject help when needed.
I'll give you an example; let's say....I'm in math class and I'm having trouble with a problem (no jokes about this guys, seriously -.-; ), the teacher will come up to me and ask, "Holly? Do you need any help?" and I'll reply with "No, I got it." and smile like it's no problem, then a classmate will ask me the same thing and I'll reply with the same thing! This even happens at home! My brother will come into my room and ask if I'm okay, I'l say that I'm fine when really...I'm not.
I'm not okay, I'm not happy, and I'm not fine.
KCS hates my guts, schools rough, there's a lot of weight on my shoulders, I'm worried sick about a friend of mine, and I'm more worried about my own friends and family then I do of myself!
I don't ask for help because I don't want to put any added weight onto the person's shoulders and make them worried about me more then they already are.
Goddamnit, I don't know why I'm crying now. Shit.
I'll tell you right now, it's hard asking for help, especially for someone who has not asked for help in years.
I need help....please....
I need help with, helping my father control his drinking, with my father issues, with school, with anything and everything you can think of.
I....I'm failing in school. Yeah, big shock I know.
I don't know what's wrong, I can memorize and reenact scenes from the best movies I know but I can't do my school work for some odd reason or another.
I'm sorry, I shouldn't be putting my problems on you guys and that's not right.
Go ahead and ignore this if you want, I really don't care at this point.
I love you all and....thank you....for being my friends.
Edit: 3:05 p.m.
I-I r-recently got news t-that I=I'm going to no longer be in STEM Academy....
I-I was finally in a place where I belong and they kicked me out! *sob*
Pedo Warning.
Awesome.
Soo a friend of mine just did a twitch stream with me and some other peps.
If you have to time, watch it if you can...because it's a good almost 2 hours long.
Enjoy the chaos.
Net Neutrality back at it again!
We need to stop the FCC now
I am sick and tired of the government trying to take control and watch our every move in everything that we do!
It's *literally* time to S T O P ! ! !
I will not have my ability to thrive, and connect to a shit ton of amazing, beautiful and wonderful people be ripped from my arms from the hands of greedy companies.
No, not this time...this time, I've had enough. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT FCC!!!
I will provide links so that you, too, can take up arms and fight!
Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/gaming/comments/7ek4q6/join_the_battle_for_net_neutrality_net_neutrality/
Contact Representative: http
Taaaagged, bleb..
I gots tagged by: !ParodyPunk (https://www.deviantart.com/parodypunk)
The rules are as follows:
1. You have to post ALL the rules.
2. Answer 10 questions that you have been asked then create twelve more questions for the others that you tagged to answer.
3. Choose 10 people.
4. Legitimately tag these 10 people.
5. You can't say you don't do tags.
6. Tag backs are ALLOWED
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Hoo boy here we go.
1. Do you believe in aliens? Would you prefer they pick you up, or they colonize Earth?
The size of our universe is just waaaayyy to fookin' big for us to be alone, so yes...yes I do, and either way works fine with me just as long as they don't, y'know, use us hoo-mans in
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I'm so sorry to hear that Holly. if you need anything you can always talk to me. Just take this as a challenge in life, we all still love you for who you are.